Hourglass

We live in a town of clocks:
Eternity ticking
At the back of our minds,
Like a bomb,
One day erupts spinning from our hearts.
 
The hourglass shape of now
The present's narrow constriction
Channels us from past to future:
Each so wide open and easy,
Each one anywhere but here.
 
Behind us
The reckoning of history
Creates a landscape
Which lies
Distant, flat, dismembered;
And behind,
Tomorrow and all things to come
Slides their blank sheet
For us to place our hopes and fears upon
Like shadows on a wall,
So wide, so white.
 
For time runs through us like a river.
In blood, the seas of our inheritance,
Course with the rythm of the heart's beating,
And with the pulses of the stars
Those far, bright points
Echoing in the thin constant of the moment.
Hard pencil points of light
Apparent, precise, in the sky forever,
The stars mark the stages of our passage for us:
All our mean decisions, our meaningless divisions,
Seconds pushing at us, time imprisoning us,
And us measuring out our lives,
Spooning it out piece by piece
Into the deep well of the dead and gone.
 
How we long for some hint of meaning,
For a measurement of trust,
Yet our mainsprings wind up, wind down,
And for all we regulate, the world goes on turning.
For all we regulate, we degrade,
Turning divinity into a clockwork God.
Truth turns into masquerading science,
Knowledge into quantification,
Mystery becomes blank ignorance,
Joy, a moment's arousal and a lifetime's bleak desire.
Infinity is nothing but interminable counting
As we measure everything and gain no sense,
Our life is living itself, in this world
And the clocks we have filled it with.

Travelling in Time Cycle

Hourglass

Regression

© Brian Hiill 1997